Thursday, 18 April 2013

obsession stories;Unlimited

      OBSESSION  STORIES;UNLIMITED              

 I believe it's world's most tough job to stay away from obsessions. At different ages we are at different worlds,stalking on something we believe that it completely belongs to us.I bet there is no kid in the world who once doesn't had a favorite cartoon,there is no teenager who doesn't has a favorite book or movie or sport.Obsessions; that crazy interests make every person love his life.My life also goes on stalking about books and movies. I've got a big mouth when somebody asks about my obsession.Yes,it's true that my obsessions are stories; stories of my life at different times...

                     Nobody will believe if I tell once my ambition was to become 'Tarzan'!It was a summer vacation,my uncle brought a DVD contain 'Lion king' and 'The tarzan' movies with full sequel.I started watching tarzan first.The animation was just amazing.I was really astonished by the sound of infant tarzan. The jungle boy's adventures made me his fan.I couldn't stalk it too much because I was only 7 when I got it.After that it was 'Harry Potter Series'.I loved the movies and the characters.Hogwarts was a dream place where i would like to live forever.Still I love Harry potter series.But I wasn't too much crazy about it, God knew that there was another thing that was made for me to love it for all life time.
                     
                     During a sunday when I was just 11, I just watched a Chinese movie 'Shaolin Soccer'.OH!! I still remember how heavenly I felt after watching it.I really wanted to learn football, but unfortunately I couldn't. I was just a fat kid.But I was very crazy about it.But time made me forget it.The next two years I saw the remaining Harry potter series and so many cartoons like Scoobey Doo,Jungle book,etc.But the best was yet to come.
                    When I was in 8th grade,on a school day we had a library hour.The library teacher was so strict, we sometimes called library as 'Dracula castle'!I liked to read books, but I don't return them on time.that day was a Friday, so I feared that monday I'll forget to bring the books.I decided not to take books that day.When I was leaving the library with bare hands, library teacher called me and said "Ankitha, Why did you came here? this is a library, not a film theater to enjoy the show and leave the place".God!!!I went back and took a book even without looking it's name.Then i went home and opened it.It was Daniel Defoe's  'The Robinson Crusoe'.I read the whole book and just hugged it.I loved it so much.I was so much interested in 'getting lost' from that day!Almost for one and half years there were nothing but only about 'Robinson Crusoe  in my mind.After that I read Moll slanders,Gulliver's travels,treasure Island,Adventures of Tom sawyer,Don Quixote etc.By the end of the year I also started to stalk about the great actress Meryl Streep. But I was really made for stalking an another fantastic book and movie series...

                     Once during a vacation my cousin had told me  a wonderful story of a vampire falling in love with an ordinary girl.Yes, It was all about Stephanie Mayor's 'The twilight Saga'.Then I saw the first movie, read all the book sequels and started waiting for the movie every year.I stalked about it a lot and still I continue.My friends,cousins and many people had told me I'm mad and this is nonsense.But as you all know that's what obsession is!!! Then I read wonderful series of Richelle mead's 'The Vampire Academy'.It was just awesome.As a result all my browsing history is filled with twilight and vampire academy.Then I became crazy about few more books and movies like The school of rock,The hunger games series,Julie and Julia,I love you Beth cooper,Mean girls,Etc.I read Nicholas sparks 'The notebook' a few months ago.I am speechless about it.I watched the movie too.It just stole my heart.I loved it.I bought all Nicholas sparks's books and read, watched it's movies adaptations too.I loved all but 'the notebook' was very special.
         The only star I admire most is Angelina Jolie.She inspires me so much.I admire her a lot.I'm very obsessive with Angie.Her book 'The notes from travels' are fantastic.I read Suzanne Keysen's 'Girl interrupted' and when the movie came out Lisa rowe's performance ripped my heart.It was great.A usual I started stalking about it and became crazy.I loved it.
            
               I know whoever is reading this post will get their brains burst out.But I know you won't mind it, because everyone's obsession stories are endless and we know the universal fact 
"WE HAVE GOT A BIG MOUTH WHILE TAKING ABOUT OBSESSIONS!!!!"
       
              

  

Wednesday, 28 November 2012

Through the last days


  Thus every drop of rain is hesitating to fall, leaves are reluctant to sprout,birds that are gone forever, land that burnt , river that dried and the last fading hope.
It is not about the end of the world.!The only difference is that it's not predetermined like we think.Nature is begging for existence.The living had came to an end and now its the beginning of survival. Greenery is brushed out. The cruel smile of 'victory' had done it.It won't long so far.Our hearts had become hollow like the plastic bottle we throw.The hotness we feel is the 'fever'.The fever of a planet which is making  her to leave forever.The change of seasons we feel is her stress,the terrific silence we feel is her unconsciousness and she saves something, maybe anger.She lost every sort of trust,love,affection,care,sympathy ,joy,pleasure and everything.Make your ear sharp and mouths closed,you can hear the rapid breaths and weeping of  a 'mother'!!!

Why??our hands,our minds,our thoughts,our sounds and our deeds had made everything.There is no time for confession and to show the crocodile tears.But the ultimate fact is that "It is us who are going to suffer".Nobody cared anything.Their eyes were blind due to the greed and pride about something  which they owned (all that is mirage,nobody own's anything).Remember!!We wouldn't long for any single result due to the rage of the planet.We are so creepingly tiny.

Make the mind pure as a snow drop. Realize that we are nothing in this world...

Then that small leaf bud will arise,that little bird will clear her throat,that river will  slowly begin to scroll and finally the petrichor will rise again..........................

    

Saturday, 10 November 2012

A story

UNEXPECTED

              

                                                  It was a pleasant day with clear beams of sun and the pale bluish cotton like clouds which spread all over the sky. The city  was same as usual. There were vehicles running to catch the oxygen pills, without caring anybody. There were people going for their jobs, students were in a hurry to catch the school bus and so on. Some teenagers were roaming here and there. There were a set of girls coming across, and one among them who looked like a study geek was Sravanya (actually she is not).Her friends called her Sravvs. This is the story of Sravvs.
                            
 (The story will continue from Sravvs)

"OH!!! Its English exam today. What are we going to do? Teacher told that a 7 mark 'diary writing' and an 8 mark 'stunning experience in your life’ is sure for exam. Diary writing is just a piece of cake. But which experience will I write?..That teacher is so strict in paper valuation".
Leah is my best friend from 3rd standard and we are like Siamese twins. She is really funny. I asked her about the exam.

'Leah???Do you know anything?'
Leah replied. 'What???????Exam???? Ha...Ha...Me??’This is Leah's problem. She never takes anything seriously.
'Are u sick?!!!? I am asking you seriously.' 
"Let it go Sravvs....I will write something like a plane crash in final destination movie...that’s all...”

Leah was confident about that. I was figuring about something like that before reaching school. Leah is a special type. She never studies anything so hard, but she will score higher marks than me in languages. I was sure that she will write something far better than me.

We ran the cycle through the footpath. I saw some little girls running with their school bags. I saw another little girl holding her mom’s hand, waiting to cross the road. I could guess that she will be in LKG. A bus was coming, and it seemed like yellow. I thought it will be her school bus. Her mother waved me her hands signaling to check whether it was her daughter’s school bus. I nodded my head.   We continued cycling and I again sunk into English period thoughts.

“ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”
I heard a screaming and looked back.Oh my God!! It was a heartbreaking scène. The vehicle which I thought like school bus was a huge truck and it hit the little girl. Her water bottle was rolling on the road. I was shocked and felt like a flash blanked  my inner mind. Her mother was standing like a statue and appeared so pale. I couldn't forget her face. Leah forced me to leave the place soon as the crowd was running to the spot and it was getting late to the class.

I didn't utter a single word till we reached the school. I had a bleeding heart dying to forget what I saw. The bell rang and English teacher stepped in to the class. She had given us the question papers. Leah offered me water but it was impossible for me to even breathe. I saw the first question of “write an experience that struck your mind in 120 words.”I couldn't write anything. The little girl was coming to my mind. My inner mind was haunting me. If I took a little more time to clarify that it was school bus I could have save a life. But it’s too late now..

I stared my first question and I know can't write anything.....



                     
                

Saturday, 3 November 2012

Dream Catchers

                                        
   DREAM CATCHERS           






catching the dreams!!woww..what a fantastic concept? everyone live their every single second for fulfilling the dreams.The ultimate aim of life is a kind of making the dreams come true.The 'dream catchers' are such objects believed to be the 'dream come true makers' by the native Americans.Though such believes of dream catchers doesn't exist  on India, the youngsters still believe in such kind of lucks.People used to hang those things and believed that it would bring the luck to their lives.American ethnographer Frances Densmore writes in her book Chippewa Customs which reveals the use of lucky hangings around infants.
The dream catchers gives us a homely feel just like when grandma tells us our favorite fairy tale.I don't know whether this is true or not.
I would like to try it someday.