It hurts

It hurts.

Sun was garish and the ground burned,
But summer was the coolest,
You were all there,
We grew up together.
And I wanted to ruin the clock.
To stop the time.
And one day we'd grown up.
And moved away forever.
When the childhood ended,
Felt like I'd already lived my life.

It hurts.
We met, we said our names,
Days went and we knew more,
And then we cried laughing,
Teased and had the fun.
Stood for each other,
All said when we parted,
"we'll always remember."
Now I've many contact names.
And I'm one of yours too.
Remembering.

It hurts.
Hide and seek was fun
And the story games we played.
All holidays were festive,
I'd wanted to join Hogwarts,
To become a vampire,
And a shaolin soccer.
Stayed awake at 3 Am,
Finishing the book series.
Now I like to stare at screens.
And to sleep.

It hurts.
I wanted to bring a change.
Was a popping confetti.
In love with all the colors,
Movies, books and music.
Wanted to write.
Had to bring out the story,
I raised for years.
Now I have my wings.
The wrong wings and I'm stuck.

It hurts.
I thought we were the perfect two.
Your long texts I longed for,
songs all over my playlist,
Late night fathomless talks.
Our legendary pen and pendent.
But now we're grey.
And I knew I was the Gemini,
You couldn't have.
I was still in my worlds,
You doesn't like to visit.

It hurts that everything hurts.

63

Ink glorified, lens extravagances and
the brains made it magnificent.
The prototypes were admired,
Beyond time and lives.

Seldom thought it'll be alive,
Nor revered it for real.
In the abyss of the beats,
And deep of the thoughts,
Longed for it secretly.

'It' brought me to it.
Tediously, yet gracefully.

The 'sunshine' lightened up,
My tenebrious heart.
Was my world and above,
Were my burning stars,
In the darkest sky.
Was my beloved song,
Of the eternal playlist.
Had the deepest voice,
that called to time travel.
Was the 'mirror' ; assonant,
But the opposite,
Was the host of dreams,
I would be visitant.

Was the 'it' of mine,
For 'it' was the most,
Beautiful. Incredible.poignant
And writhing.

'It' was love.

63 Suns and 'it' burned.
Then I smoked the clouds,
drunk the oceans
And the pain.
It stayed.
I killed 'it' and it killed me.

The 'mirror' was lonely.

obsession stories;Unlimited

      OBSESSION  STORIES;UNLIMITED              

 I believe it's world's most tough job to stay away from obsessions. At different ages we are at different worlds,stalking on something we believe that it completely belongs to us.I bet there is no kid in the world who once doesn't had a favorite cartoon,there is no teenager who doesn't has a favorite book or movie or sport.Obsessions; that crazy interests make every person love his life.My life also goes on stalking about books and movies. I've got a big mouth when somebody asks about my obsession.Yes,it's true that my obsessions are stories; stories of my life at different times...

                     Nobody will believe if I tell once my ambition was to become 'Tarzan'!It was a summer vacation,my uncle brought a DVD contain 'Lion king' and 'The tarzan' movies with full sequel.I started watching tarzan first.The animation was just amazing.I was really astonished by the sound of infant tarzan. The jungle boy's adventures made me his fan.I couldn't stalk it too much because I was only 7 when I got it.After that it was 'Harry Potter Series'.I loved the movies and the characters.Hogwarts was a dream place where i would like to live forever.Still I love Harry potter series.But I wasn't too much crazy about it, God knew that there was another thing that was made for me to love it for all life time.

                     

                     During a sunday when I was just 11, I just watched a Chinese movie 'Shaolin Soccer'.OH!! I still remember how heavenly I felt after watching it.I really wanted to learn football, but unfortunately I couldn't. I was just a fat kid.But I was very crazy about it.But time made me forget it.The next two years I saw the remaining Harry potter series and so many cartoons like Scoobey Doo,Jungle book,etc.But the best was yet to come.

                    When I was in 8th grade,on a school day we had a library hour.The library teacher was so strict, we sometimes called library as 'Dracula castle'!I liked to read books, but I don't return them on time.that day was a Friday, so I feared that monday I'll forget to bring the books.I decided not to take books that day.When I was leaving the library with bare hands, library teacher called me and said "Ankitha, Why did you came here? this is a library, not a film theater to enjoy the show and leave the place".God!!!I went back and took a book even without looking it's name.Then i went home and opened it.It was Daniel Defoe's  'The Robinson Crusoe'.I read the whole book and just hugged it.I loved it so much.I was so much interested in 'getting lost' from that day!Almost for one and half years there were nothing but only about 'Robinson Crusoe  in my mind.After that I read Moll slanders,Gulliver's travels,treasure Island,Adventures of Tom sawyer,Don Quixote etc.By the end of the year I also started to stalk about the great actress Meryl Streep. But I was really made for stalking an another fantastic book and movie series...

                     Once during a vacation my cousin had told me  a wonderful story of a vampire falling in love with an ordinary girl.Yes, It was all about Stephanie Mayor's 'The twilight Saga'.Then I saw the first movie, read all the book sequels and started waiting for the movie every year.I stalked about it a lot and still I continue.My friends,cousins and many people had told me I'm mad and this is nonsense.But as you all know that's what obsession is!!! Then I read wonderful series of Richelle mead's 'The Vampire Academy'.It was just awesome.As a result all my browsing history is filled with twilight and vampire academy.Then I became crazy about few more books and movies like The school of rock,The hunger games series,Julie and Julia,I love you Beth cooper,Mean girls,Etc.I read Nicholas sparks 'The notebook' a few months ago.I am speechless about it.I watched the movie too.It just stole my heart.I loved it.I bought all Nicholas sparks's books and read, watched it's movies adaptations too.I loved all but 'the notebook' was very special.

         The only star I admire most is Angelina Jolie.She inspires me so much.I admire her a lot.I'm very obsessive with Angie.Her book 'The notes from travels' are fantastic.I read Suzanne Keysen's 'Girl interrupted' and when the movie came out Lisa rowe's performance ripped my heart.It was great.A usual I started stalking about it and became crazy.I loved it.

            

               I know whoever is reading this post will get their brains burst out.But I know you won't mind it, because everyone's obsession stories are endless and we know the universal fact 

"WE HAVE GOT A BIG MOUTH WHILE TAKING ABOUT OBSESSIONS!!!!"