Tired of this game.
Tired of knowing and accepting.
The callous feeling that lever leaves,
is swallowing my heart as a whole.
Life was never better literally,
it was this dark room,
that can be only lit by lights
and not with sunshine.
And the pain has its ways,
of chewing,bitting,crushing..
and chocking, supressing, killing..
and never letting go.
some days are cruelly fictional,
a happiness that wanes,
a love that would fade.
I'll be at the top of the ride.
This damn roller coaster,
and I've stopped screaming.
It won't stop soon.
I know.
I should jump.
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