Questions

Darling, did the universe know?
And were our stars right?
Why am I in such agony?
Glad that it has chosen me
And not you.
The lights are leaving,
Though I begged them not to.
Now, what shall I do?
From where shall I start?
How do I rip this heart, skin,
And large peices of soul,
In to different beings,
Yours and mine.
You seem to have ripped mine
From yours so easily.
How do I do it,
When it bleeds to even think of it.
What am I gonna do with myself?
This pain,
I am succumbing to it.
whatever belongs to me shall die,
And thus you can be free.
I need not be in pain anymore,
As I died within yourself.

Little something about bad days.

If someone out there is depressed and clueless about frequent terror of unhappy days and totally hate your life at present,I have got something to tell you. It is definitely not unrealistic motivation but things I have learned from my experiences in this short life.

First of all, I totally understand that phase at where you are stuck or trapped without choice. That happens, but in truth you can really choose if you want to stay there longer. Maybe you can't leave at this moment, but you can surely plan in detail about how to shift to a better place. Instead of getting depressed, dream about that better place and work hard to get there. Understand that now is not forever. Chant that to you conscience frequently. No matter how much longer it is going to take you to get there, you are surely going to be there soon.

Being depressed is the worst way to spend days, because it makes you worthless and unproductive. So, we must shake off the cloak of depression, forget the past and ignore the ugly present. Just focus on what you truly need, where you want to be and fight for it with your life.Hustle. It is worth it.
Everything in the world has a solution, some way or another we can get over everything that push us down.

Whenever the unpleasant present bothers you, think, "This too shall pass."
We only got one life and if we are planning to live it, lets just not spend it in depression. We shall fight for our dreams. We have the potential, we are the mighty result of billions of years's evolution,
We have the cosmos within us us, as Carl Sagan said, "we are star stuff ".

Everybody are special and deserve all the happiness in the world. You are just going through hard times because fate loves the fearless. It is not about how big your achievement is or about changing the world, everything is about movement. The effort you put in for your dreams, every single step, every detailed thoughts and plans, all that matters.

So, look and bad days and tell them, " You are not gonna last any longer."