Living 2 decades and two months in this world, the little big thing I learned through heart was about love. Yes, love is everything that makes the world move besides all the angular momentum and other science stuff.
but boy, love is one hell of complex thing.
I say love as love, the love that bonds everyone. The love that breaks and mends your heart. After all these years I am now at a certain phase which gives me anxiety issues to love a person. As I said in some of my previous posts, life is all about moments and moments are all about people. It was never about 'things'.
And people leave.
Every single time, you meet people and place them in your hearts and suddenly the UFO of life is here to suck them off to somewhere. Its really hard. I am acquainted to all blah blahs of life-is-like-that, you-have-to-accept-it, its-a-fact-duh, everyone-feels-akin, etc.
But my heart can't deal it.
Already I'm the kind of person who gets attached to a few people and guess what, everybody had left me. I did not mean leaving as dying or going away for forever. Leaving as fading from the bond I had with them and it was never intentional. The flow of life hit us hard and we could not swim back to each other. Memories are all that remain
and they kiss, crush and kill me.
so speaking about side effects of loving, the number one thing is you should always remember the unwritten statutory warning,
"Love is injurious to heart".
but boy, love is one hell of complex thing.
I say love as love, the love that bonds everyone. The love that breaks and mends your heart. After all these years I am now at a certain phase which gives me anxiety issues to love a person. As I said in some of my previous posts, life is all about moments and moments are all about people. It was never about 'things'.
And people leave.
Every single time, you meet people and place them in your hearts and suddenly the UFO of life is here to suck them off to somewhere. Its really hard. I am acquainted to all blah blahs of life-is-like-that, you-have-to-accept-it, its-a-fact-duh, everyone-feels-akin, etc.
But my heart can't deal it.
Already I'm the kind of person who gets attached to a few people and guess what, everybody had left me. I did not mean leaving as dying or going away for forever. Leaving as fading from the bond I had with them and it was never intentional. The flow of life hit us hard and we could not swim back to each other. Memories are all that remain
and they kiss, crush and kill me.
so speaking about side effects of loving, the number one thing is you should always remember the unwritten statutory warning,
"Love is injurious to heart".
- Love is never easy.
- People leave.
- Nothing is permanent.
- Memories hurt.
- The solitude can make you crazy.
- (Not loving anyone can also make you crazy)
- You will watch yourselves doom in sadness and feel helpless.
- you will loathe everything about time.
- Time traveling becomes your favorite super power.
- Missing people is super sad and hard to survive.
You may indulge yourself in arts and literature and i don't know if it is always a side effect.
Writing poems helps me to get over sadness at times.
"I know life goes on, but this is not fair.
is this?"
-Poor fragile helpless heart.
